Oh life...

I'm sitting in the waiting area waiting to see my therapist. I'm super early. I'm wondering what's about to go down in there because our last session scared the shit out of me. I'm hoping that I can convince her to believe on me this one last time that I can do it on my own. Oh well...we'll see how it plays out.
I went on a coffee date Friday night. This man is very good looking and tall. He seems so sweet and he was such a gentleman. We didn't even have coffee, we went a couple doors down to a bar and had a drink. It seems like we have a lot in common (so far). I liked that we laughed a lot and he made me feel pretty comfortable. Before we said good bye he kissed me...it was amazing! LOL maybe because I haven't been kissed like that in a long time.
He text me the next day and said he had a nice time and was looking forward to seeing me again, and I replied with pretty much the same thing. That was Saturday and today is Tuesday...
So now I'm wondering if there is a game that has to be played. Monica insists that no matter what there's always a little game because you don't want to text or call someone and seem too eager but then again you don't want to wait too long and seem uninterested. I hate games...
Who knows what's going on...dating always confuses me. Until next time...

Update: this post was actually written in around 2012 or 2013 I think...but just realized I never published it untile today 10/25/2020.

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